Blanche's diary.

Dear diary,

I had quite an eccentric evening.It didn't seem like the evenings I used to have in Laurel.Mitch seemed uncomfortable which made me feel quite anxious.I felt like I couldn't rise to the occasion but I knew that Mitch is not the same as the others.He is a different type.He is not like the guys back in Laurel!I felt even more nervous when Mitch asked me if he could kiss me.But I found it so hilarious when he didn't understand me about girls being lost on their first date!Perhaps he never experienced girl being lost on their first date,who knows?He is different,Mitch is different ,I knew he was different!I even said to Mitch'Voulez vous couchez avec moi ce soir?'Mitch n'as pas compris haha!Jamais!My old fashion ideals protect me from such embarrassment.I felt ambivalent at Mitch's behaviour when he desired me to punch him in the belly.Allan wouldn't have...Mitch is really different but such as physical structure makes any single girl like myself interested in him.Today, I also acknowledged that Mitch requires affection.When I told him to unhand me,he embraced him and told me to slap him when he steps out of bound.Mitch's story about his mother really touched me.A gentleman of such caliber looking after his mother.Dear diary, I wanted to keep this between me and you,but I told Mitch about my story with Allan.I had to!It was tormenting me.It was all my fault and I want Mitch to know.Mitch desires me,and I know Mitch is the solution for me to get off that rattle-trap street car.I need Mitch,but I don't want him...For the first day in my life, I can say and repeat to myself that sometimes there's God so quickly!'Say,it's only a paper moon sailing over a cardboard sea,but it wouldn't be make believe If you believed in me'.